I don't want to open my mouth and I feel like blabbering ....
"when One has to blabber, blabber one must !" I say
Although I read somewhere that the more you talk , the less interesting you are .
Hmm then I must be pretty dull at this moment .
Ok guys bare with me , let see if this is going to take us anywhere .
I ve never been drunk or wasted , I never drank or used and will never inshallah , but I always asked myself why would people drink or use?
Do they need to generate this feeling of ease , carefree and to loosen up (l wonder if this is a word??!!)
I never felt that there would be a need for alcohol or any other drug to be or feel happy ,
I can easily laugh, I can even feel light headed .
I can laugh and the laughter is genuine , I can never be too serious even when shit is happening ...I laugh at it .
I can never be angry for too long .
I think anger doesn't suit me ,I know me, I utter sharp , hurtful words when I am angry ..I can really hurt ! I am a drama queen ..but" that's just air out" I say .
Then I go back again , I hope my friends and family understand and most of the time they do ...because we have a fanatic love going on .
See I think it's better to say these words let it out , preferably in a calmer more wise way .
Then talk it over.
Don't let it boil inside , if you do the water will dry and all you have left is someone with no soul.
Don't drink away you feelings ! Feel them " Cliche huh? "
Cry it all out ... live it .
So Live is the word of the day .
Did I tell you , I found warmth in Facebook today ? I got a lot of Salamteks " Get well soon!"
I think I can sleep now ...thank you my warm computer friends if you pass by say :Hi !
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